Oh dear, why did I have you so endeared? You were light, pure like no other and penetrating like the sun. Inexhaustible and tireless, symbol of your strength and tenacity. Not even the darkest of nights would turn you off, in fact, that's where you shone the most.

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Your energy had already infected my life, that first day I saw you. I didn't know you, but I knew nothing would separate us anymore. Why did everything feel so easy next to you?

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Voracious and relentless, but a pure swarm of imperfection wore you from within. Your cristal engulfed me and broke before me and by the second time I saw you, it seemed that we were bound for a lifetime.

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It was beautiful to see how well things were going for us, we where doing so well. Even though you knew I felt like haze, and that I didn't really clear any air, you were still there, despite the struggle that it seemed.

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I thought you were everything I ever wanted. Everything you gave me, everything we were, and the promise of what we would be. I thought I wouldn't exist unless I was with you.

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How could I ask you to be mine?

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Everything stopped making sense the day you came home showing me another life. Another one you told me you didn't want, another one you promised me you'd run afar.

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It was strange to feel how the pillars that kept us whole broke right in front of my eyes. A sentence was enough, to see, that in truth, you weren't really there.